Tuesday, April 29, 2008

Late Spring
























The ancient one opens leaves in frost and sun.


Celebrating better health and good news from the medical folk, late spring finds me in Capitol Reef National Park, Utah. David and I join Quakers from the Utah Fellowship of Friends for a long weekend. It is late April and the night temperatures drop, even destroying the apricot crop. The days are in the 40s or 50s and windy. We hike in the morning. Afternoon we share news. Then glories, luscious potluck dishes and singing. Night comes on and the full moon rises over reefs.




This ancient tree captures my attention. How old is it? Surely it is more than one hundred years. It was probably here before the pioneers settled in this valley in the 1800s. Their fruit orchards still stand and are well attended. The apricots were lost this year when the temperatures dipped to twenty-three degrees two days before we arrived.





What lessons are there for me this late April?





New growth

my hope embraces

the mysteries

of the ancient one.



Good news, congestive heart failure is ruled out and the echocardiogram shows that my heart has strengthened in the last fourteen months. It is Parkinson's. my spiritual mentor at play. The diaphragm muscles are affected and I go into shallow breathing yet The Holy One who created us all, also created an incredible brain that can make new circuits. Are we open to learning to follow inner guidance, even when the specialists think that there is nothing to be done? Research show that the brain is able to develop new paths. In this case, it is the C Pap machine which is developing the new path to regular, normal deep breathing.


Alleluia.





Gnarled beauty continues

bringing joy

and blessings.










6 comments:

Unknown said...

Judy, How brave of you, how inspired, to refer to Parkinson's as your spiritual mentor. Your light is well spent here, praising the wonders of spring and framing, for those of us who weren't there, some of Capitol Reef's amazing images!

Nancy Bea Miller said...

Dear Judy;

I'm touched and inspired by your post. Blessing upon you as you find your way along this new path.

Raven said...

Beautiful post. You have such a good attitude about your Parkinsons that I'm sure you will best it. I seldom advertise my blog, but I did two posts about reiki (healing energy) this week, which might be of interest to you. Reiki is something you can learn to do for yourself. I was very skeptical when I first discovered it, but I have had amazing experiences with it.

Beautiful poems and photos for OSI and much wisdom for us all here.

You might also want to check out Michael Manning's blog (see my side bar at Raven's Nest). His late father had Parkinsons and Michael is very involved with the Parkinson's Foundation.

Judy Brutz said...

Maria, Nancy and Raven,
Thank you for your comments. You encourage me to continue to verbalize my spiritual experience and reach out, that others may hear.

Blessings,
Judy

Quiet Paths said...

I am so glad to hear of good news for you and your body. The photos of your hikes are lovely as are your words... gnarled beauty esp. touched me. This poem reminds me of my mother's hands.

Quiet Paths said...

I am so glad to hear of good news for you and your body. A blessing indeed. Your photos of the hikes you took are lovely as are the words you write. Gnarled beauty speaks to me esp. - reminding me of my mother's hands.